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|Friday, April 4th, 2014|
|Wow long time
It has been a really long time since I last wrote in this. It's so interesting where I was over 5 years ago and now being 34 it's great to see how much progress and maturity has become me. I guess thats the point of LJ. I am very happy with Kevin and we talk marriage all the time. I am hoping to make it official this summer. Work , money, and family are great. Been sober officially for 1 year 5 months but really it's been over 4 maybe 5 years since I was a regular drug user or even drinker. I'm still smoking and hope to take that challenge of quitting soon. I would love to see friends more especially Rachel and Katie but we do when we can even if it's once a year. Jay has been out of my life for 6 years and it was the best decision I ever made. Even that stupid truck loan is gone and off my records. Kevin and I are just waiting for warm weather so we can enjoy going camping and traveling .
|Tuesday, November 21st, 2006|
|Star Speedway under new ownership, new name!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEVERLY, Mass., Nov. 06, 2006 11:12AM -- Now that the 2006 season is over, MacArthur Motorsports Inc. is proud to announce the purchase of Star Speedway, an informational meeting will be announced on our web page by Monday night. any questions regarding the speedway and the sale of the speedway can be discussed with Bobby MacArthur at 978-815-2305 or RACETEAM55@AOL.COM.
Our new web site will be up and running soon, the construction page is ALL-STARSPEEDWAY.COM where all daily information will be launched to keep every one up to date. I would like to thank the Webber family for this opportunity, it will be quite the undertaking, Bob Webber Sr. will also still be around to assist me in the first year of operation, we both feel that it is important for him to be a consultant since i am new to this and he has close to 30 years experience, The Webber family will always have an invitation to the speedway, so for those of you who will miss them they will still be around to help out when ever needed. I am also looking forward to working with the town of Epping on upgrades of the property. Upgrades such as new bleachers, pit shack, cement pads, new bathrooms, play area for children, just to name a few. We at MacArthur Motorsports Inc. are looking forward to this massive project that we have outlined for the next 3 years and hope to get the support from all the race teams that wish to run at the all new ALL-STAR SPEEDWAY.
|Christmas in Florida
I thought i was going to be spending christmas alone once again. My parents were driving down to visit my family in Florida, and my sister and her husband were flying down to connect with them for the Christmas weekend. Which ment i was going to be home alone, i know Kevin would of been around, but he has family stuff. My parents offered to buy me airplane tickets for Christmas so i could afford to go to Jen and DJ's wedding in Jan. I did not expect them to offer to pay for my tickets to go visit my family in Florida also. So now i will be flying out of Boston Dec. 22nd, and returning the 26th. It will be a nice little get away and will enjoy having all the Masson's in one town again for Christmas in a very long time.
|Friday, August 11th, 2006|
Another year, more life lessons, and in a way better place then i have ever been in my life dispite some run ins with the law. Its been a full year since i came out to my parents. There has been zero issues with that, and are actaully interested in that part of my life. I have an excellent boyfriend named Kevin who i have been going out with for almost 2 months now. Its nice to actaully have a stable relationship for a change. He does spoil me a little, but thats ok ;) Ill spoil him when i can. He took me to dinner in the North End last night to Il Panino then Mikes Pastery, it was sooooo good. We walked about boston and Fanuel Hall a little, got to see a little of the free concert at city hall. Over all it was a nice birthday.
As far as my DWI situation i have paied all my fines, took my Alchol Education weekend course, serving my no licence time, they did put me in aftercare which is bull shit , but i am going. They gave me 6-8 sessions with a drug & alchohol counsiler cuz they think i am still at risk for drunk driving. I found out during my weekend drunk school they give after care to 90% of the people that go into it. Im convinced its a NH money and insurence scam, but i got to do what i got to do to get my license back in March. I am also going to have to get special personal insurence in NH inorder to drive there again. See what i mean?
I am in a good position at work, and enjoying it again. Even though things have been crazy at work, my position, and work as been great for me. I have also cut out some bad baggage in my life which has helped my attitude, and personal self asteem so much, and Kevin has helped out alot with that too.
I am taking the season off from racing, dealing with personal issues, and will get back into it next season.
All i need to do now is pay off some debt, get my license back, and make sure i dont ruin this awsome relationship. I think 27 is going to be a good year. :)
|Thursday, June 1st, 2006|
I had court Tues for my ALS Trail which took my license away 30 days after my arrest. This is strictly a NH thing and takes your license before you are found guilty. WHich i think is wrong, but anyways i went up with the intentions of having something dropped or lessened. My lawyer and the prosacutor talked a little bit and came up with a plea, or i can go to trial and press my luck.
I did have a chance on having the whole case dropped cuz i sent my breath test tubes to a lab to be further tested. The tubes came back .04 and .05 off of what the breathalizer tester recorded that night. If the .04 tube was a .05 the case would of been dropped.
So i went with the plea, got the ALS charge dropped, $900 fine, charge dropped from a class A misderminor, to a class B which is better, and i lost my license for 9 months with the possibility of 6 months. I have one more court date on the 22nd to finialize everything. I also have to take a weekend rehab type class before i can get my licnse back.
At this point its kind of all over with the court and law stuff, and ill just have to wait out me getting my license back. I am already going NUTS!
|Friday, April 28th, 2006|
So yeah, who got a DWI and spent time in jail last night in Manchester. ME
|Tuesday, February 28th, 2006|
Somehow i ened up broken and missing some of mythings after a night of Axising. Everything was going great until we went to go leave the club, and went for pizza everything after that is a bit blurry to me. I know i fell flat on my face while walking and hit my eyebrow on the cement sidewalk and i must have spranged my hand at the same time cuz right now my hand kills me and is brused along with a nice little cut and enlarged forhead.
Thats not all! me and jay traveled around the city looking for my truck that we forgot were we left it. I know its pretty bad we lost our own truck, but the worse part is we lost Anthony too in the process while we were only wearing t-shirts. a few cab rides later and at about 430 am we found the truck , anthony, and we were headed home.
Only to find out Anthony was so mad at me and Jay he stole my phone, my XM radio, and ripped my rear view mirror off my windshild.
What a night! NEVER AGAIN! im getting way to old for this shit
|Saturday, February 18th, 2006|
So yeah, im up early on a Sat. morning. I was up most of the night cleaning up after this kid steve who puked all over my kitchen and bathroom. It was expected, Kevin, Bobby, Bell, and Steve came over after a night at Margarita's and Martha's. Everyone but Steve played card for a while, drank some more beers, and we all ate more cookies and brownies. By the time 330am came around steve was passed out on the bathroom floor and the rest of us went to Denny's. I dropped off the boys and headed back to my place with my cousin Corey.
It was a fun random friday night, i think we are going to go see Monster Truck in Worcester later tonight LOL.
As far as my life, its been a bit up and down this winter but way better then past winters. I dated someone named Nate for a couple months. It was good, but not the person im looking for. So i ened that. Im kind of kicking myself in the ass for it cuz now Jason has a new person in his life and its tourchure having them over while they twist into a pretzel and make googely eye at eachother. But whatever, ide rather see Jason happy then his attitude when he's a rut in life. The only bad thing about this winter is i have seemed to revert to my old ways as in rave years 99-03. Its been fun, but like always its getting old quick. I need to start taking things a bit more serious i think, my job, my money, my friends, just everything. Its been great living on my own, and ive been doing a good job paying for everything. But my main reason for moving out of my parents was to be able to date more often, bring someone home. I have not taken full advantage of my own place.
Racing, well im in a weird spot right now with racing. I want to continue racing, but im just feeling so blah about it. My dad bought a late model chassis this fall and we are trying to sell the street stock in order to move up, but to be honest i dont think either of us are 100% into it right now. Maybe once the warmer weather starts comming we will get more motivated to work on the race cars.
So its pretty funny how as much as things change how much things still stay the same.
|Friday, November 11th, 2005|
If anyone has on-demand cable go to BBC america section and check out Footballers Wives. Its a soap opera/ desperate house wives type of show but only it takes place in a town in the UK and revolves around all these rich soccer players wives. There is all this drama and hot guys its great!
|Wednesday, October 26th, 2005|
|Halloween Howler Time
So its that time of year again! THe biggest, crazyest, most crashes in one race , race! haha
Star Speedway Epping, NH this Saturday Oct. 29th
I was going to race Alans old Nissan but it crapped out on me before i even got to take it apart, the tranny went in it. So i picked up a 86 Monte Carlo to race in the Grand Enduro race. Ive been working on it nonstop for the past 2 weeks to get it ready for this special race which i have won twice.
go to www.starspeedway.com for more info!
|Thursday, October 6th, 2005|
So it lookes like i will be heading to Montreal Canada tomorrow night til sunday. They are having their big Black and Blue Gay festivies this weekend, which i did not know til just a few hours ago. But either way me and Jay are heading up to Montreal to drink, drink drink, and look at nekid boys! :) its gonna be fun!
|Tuesday, October 4th, 2005|
Hi there, here is the interpretation of the astrological chart that you asked for. Also attached is a .GIF graphic file which depicts your chart wheel. Thank you for visiting the Astrolabe WEB site at http://alabe.com
This report has been created especially for you. It represents your Unique picture at the time you were born and at the place you were born. If you are unsure of the exact time of day of your birth (or the date or the place), the reading will probably not seem as accurate as it could be in certain places, but other parts will seem to be very appropriate. You will notice at certain places in the reading that contradictory information seems to be given. This is to be expected, because the personality of most people is extremely complex. For example, at times we are quite shy and at other times we are very aggressive, and so forth. You will also notice that, at certain points in the reading, certain patterns may be repeated over and over, especially in a longer more detailed report than this one. This is also to be expected. This simply means that your horoscope has an extremely strong focus on this particular pattern and that you should pay extra close attention to what is said about it. Now, on with your Report!
Name: Peter Masson
August 10 1979
5:45 PM Time Zone is EDT
Rising Sign is in 09 Degrees Capricorn
You are practical and reserved but very ambitious. An achiever and a hard worker, you respect success. Older looking and very serious as a youth, things lighten up and you relax more as you mature. You have a serious view of the world as being a difficult place to be in. Very envious of those who seem to have an easier life than you have, relaxation and play do not come easily. It is important that you had abundant parental support as a child so that you do not feel lonely and isolated as an adult. Generally, you have a good, earthy sense of humor that can carry you through when times really do get tough. You are purposeful, self-willed, industrious, realistic and responsible.
Sun is in 17 Degrees Leo.
More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection. Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you.
Moon is in 26 Degrees Pisces.
You have strong feelings and are extremely sensitive. It would help if you had a thicker skin -- you tend to react emotionally to every situation you come across. Kind, gentle and considerate of the feelings of others, you are good at taking care of the sick, wounded and helpless. But you tend to absorb the energy of others -- so avoid those who are always negative. You have a rich, creative and lively imagination, but you should be careful not to spend all your time daydreaming. Very intuitive, you have good ESP and may be quite clairvoyant or psychic. Remember that you too have the right to get what you want from life. If you are always defensive and kowtowing to others, people will take advantage of you and exploit you.
Mercury is in 03 Degrees Leo.
You are usually quite convinced that your own ideas are correct and you enjoy persuading others that they are. At times, you are very stubborn and proud of your beliefs and principles, and you get very defensive when they are challenged. You appreciate truth and honesty -- you practice it yourself and expect it in others. You have good talent for organizing, directing and planning. You delight in being asked for your advice and counsel.
Venus is in 13 Degrees Leo.
You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously -- you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good -- the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.
Mars is in 01 Degrees Cancer.
Your moods are very important to your overall well-being. You are confident and self-assertive when you are feeling upbeat, and you are retiring, irritable and grumpy when you get depressed about anything. Very sensitive, you wear your heart on your sleeve. You are easily angered whenever you think someone has slighted you. It is best for you to show your anger immediately and let it all out, rather than to try to hold it in or to hold grudges for a long time. You're extremely loyal and defensive of your family, neighborhood, community and culture.
Jupiter is in 19 Degrees Leo.
You must be proud of all that you do in order to grow and develop. You enjoy being totally honest and aboveboard and you revel in the admiration and respect you receive from others due to your high- minded, upright way of life. Make sure, though, that your natural tendency to boast and show off is based on your actual accomplishments. Don't fall prey to self-exaggeration or arrogance. You truly do like outrageous spectacles and grand jolly times and will go out of your way to make them a reality.
Saturn is in 13 Degrees Virgo.
Your life must be orderly and practical and full of known and familiar routines in order for you to feel comfortable with yourself. Be careful, however, not to let "order" become the be-all and end-all of your life, or you may become cold, crass and unfeeling. Doing useful, practical things boosts your self- esteem. Abstract concepts and reasoning seem frivolous and a waste of time to you. You are very critical of yourself (and others), indeed at times quite self-deprecating. Try to relax a bit and allow yourself the freedom to fail once in a while. However, you probably won't fail very often because you are such a perfectionist.
Uranus is in 17 Degrees Scorpio.
You, and your peer group, demand to confront life at its deepest and most meaningful levels. Very compulsive and obsessive in your approach to everything, you will avoid anything that is casual or superficial, especially when it comes to relationships. You will seek out and explore new methods of healing as well as different ways to deal with deep-seated emotional problems.
Neptune is in 17 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 16 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 08 Degrees Virgo.
You're usually quite at ease in leaving leadership roles in the hands of others. You would rather tend to the thousand and one details that need to be accomplished to keep any group going. Although you're very fussy and high-minded when it comes to choosing your associates, once your loyalty is given you can be trusted with many of the practical aspects of any project that is being undertaken. Usually quite unselfish, you will toil long hours in the service of any worthy cause that demands your attention. But be careful that your perfectionist tendencies don't get in the way of making real progress. (In other words, don't waste your time dusting clean shelves!)
|Friday, September 23rd, 2005|
Cute as can be, kittens are playful, mischevious, and ever-curious. Like you, kittens hate getting wet. Kittens are often loving, but are known to scratch or bite when annoyed. These adorable animals are the most popular pets in the United States--37% of American households have at least one cat. Whether it is your gentle purr or your disarming appearance, you make a wonderful kitten.You were almost a: Bear Cub
or a MonkeyYou are least like a: Bunny
or a PonyWhat Cute Animal Are You?
|Saturday, September 17th, 2005|
Is Love not enoggh? I thought it was! but i Love him! He knows this, but what can i do? nothing!! till he he loves me too!
& just need a HUG
|Monday, September 12th, 2005|
You know its a good weekend when you wake up Monday Morning not being able to speak.
Friday night was Super! Thanks to Dave Barboza's birthday. I had no idea it was a surprise gathering for him and i made him wait for me so we could go together. It was good seeing and talking to him, he looks real good too ;). Its funny cuz i always hung out with my Boston friends threw either Katie, or Rachel, but it was nice to hang out with everyone with out the great company of Katie , or Rachel. Of course i got drunk, like i said i wasent going to. haha Ended up home at 5am with the sun comming up.
Sat. night was Star Classic Weekend, Its now been 3 years in a row going up to Star for the Star Classic and partying all night. There was lots of yelling, beer pong, making out, beer, race car talk, betting, fires, and drinking, drinking, drinking till the sun came up. I think everyone enjoyed themselves. more good times at Star Speedway. I cant wait for October fest at Lee in the few weeks!
Sunday i had a huge hangover, had to call AAA for a battery jump cuz i drained the battery on my dads truck with the camper cuz i was drunk. Went home and passed out till 10pm ordered chineese food, then went to bed.
| I am 21% White Trash.
I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box.
|Wednesday, August 24th, 2005|
|My new Toy
I decided to treat myself to a new toy. Yesterday on my way home from working i gave my cousin corey a call to see if he wanted to go up to Naults Honda with me to look at ATV's. He and his friend just got one last week, and i had always wanted a quad. so i got this onehttp://powersports.honda.com/atvs/sport/model.asp?ModelName=Sportrax+300EX&ModelYear=2004&ModelId=TRX300EX4
We all went for our first rides last evening, It was so much fun! I had been wanting a quad for about 8 years now. Of course im going to have to drop my NEXTEL phone and just use my work phone ot afford it, it ened up just costing me 70$ a month. i got a 04 model for 3,400. Which is a pretty good deal! IM happy!
|Wednesday, August 17th, 2005|
|National Peter Masson Comming out day to parents was Aug. 11, 2005
Oh yeah, i guess i should mention that i finially verbally came out to my parents last Thurs night after a family bday dinner at smokey bones . Everything went smooth, and went like i expected. I have the greatest parents in the world! Time to now move on with my life. It felt so great to be free!
|No Brain Tumor
I do not have a brain tumor, but i did have a inner ear infection which was causing the dizzyness.
I was in sorta a bad mood from the strange feeling i was getting from the infection, even sat. night at the red sox game i was dealing with it, trying to force myself to feel better, then i got all pissy about noone comming up to Nashua. I understand peoples reason for not comming up, i just feel like our days are numbered now as we all grow apart and not see eachother as much as we used to. EVen just to hang out and not get drunk all the time.
Boston friends are always welcome to take the 45 min ride up to Nashua to visit.
|Monday, August 15th, 2005|
Why is that all my life i am the one that has to take the effort to have "friends" why dont the people i call my friends take any effort in me. I think i have one person in my life right now that actaully is taking an effort to be friends with me, and to be honest i dont know his motive behind it. At this point of my life at 26 you wouldnt think ide be looking for more friends, but either people are leaving, im realizing ive been used all these years, or i have just become uninterested. Things have been super with me in the past few weeks, for it all to go down hill the week of my bday.
I am also having a strange problem that is worrying me. I am getting these dizzy spells one about every 10 min, with a strange numbing sensation going to my right side finger tips. I hope its nothing serious. I have stopped all medications, and smoking since sat. night. I always freak out when it comes to stuff like this that i cant figure out. I think its going to be a brain tumor, or something really serious. I have a docs. appointment tomorrow morn, so we will see how that goes.
So im back in this whatever, i dont fucking care mood.